enough complaining... lets talk about love...

my baby boy is leaving town. and I am very down-hearted about this bit of information. Lately Brittin has been my unshakable support system. When everyone and everything else is breaking into pieces- I can spend hours upon hours in his arms and feel like my world is actually spinning quite peacefully. You know when its raining outside so violently that the street is just blurry grey and you're inside a small warm lit room watching from behind the window? Well Britt is my room. I depend on him so much. He doesn't even realize.

sometimes I look at his eyes and I just can't pull myself out of them. Its like this sleepy feeling where I'm winding up so tight and dozing off with this perfect thought about how in love with this amazing boy I am and all I want to do is look at him longer and grab him and hold him so tight he has to let out all of his breath. He always turns shy when I'm looking at him though :0). Confused because he doesn't know how amazing he is. But I love him for that. And every other little thing he does that makes me remember how lucky I am.

I LOVE the boy.